Wanting or needing?

I m sitting here after eating well today. But i want something. I m bored really – nowt on TV n not tired for bed yet. So my mind is doing a recce on what i ve got in ….. i ve nothing too destructive in … a bit of cheese would be the worst …. but these times are tough and it’s times like this when you have to stop and ask yourself … is this want or need? So how do i manage these times? i ask myself … you’re not dirty, why would you have a random shower? You don’t have a headache, so why would you pop a paracetemol? if yr in the mooch mood, have a word to yourself 🙂 And even after all my years of being banded it still helps to have these small moments of triumph when the demon comes knocking xx Pre band, there’d be a pizza on it’s way here now .. not any more … proud of myself as it’s so much easier to build on a small triumph than recover from a massive fail xxx ((( )))